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I’ve written about universally accessible superpowers and how balance (eightstep) is God… But how are these things connected?

Fascinatingly, another way to ask this question is:

What is consciousness?

And while I have been asking this question constantly for nearly two decades I finally feel like my background in Philosophy, Psychology, and Neuroscience has equipped me with the words and feelings to describe what I’ve found.

A simple way to answer the question is by saying that consciousness is Vision. Not sight, not wavelengths of light hitting your retinas, not observation: Vision. A picture that you see in your mind. Some might call it imagination, or mental representation. And, as I’ve stated before, all things that exist are conscious. Therefore, every single thing has this ability to envision, to imagine, to simulate an external reality with an internal representation.

If you don’t believe me, consider that sight is neither necessary nor sufficient for vision. I once thought that vision, or mental imagery, was the metaphorical language which our senses communicate through. However, I now realize that Vision is what happens when analogy and metaphor combine. When logic provides structure for emotion and emotion provides meaning for logic. It is interface, or as I’ve written in the past:

“In essence, consciousness is the phenomenon that occurs at the interface of two extremes. It is the existence that we all experience. It is untouchable because when it is breached on either side it is no longer an interface of contrast. In other words, consciousness is awareness, not knowledge. In order to truly understand something you must be separate from it — this is the fractional nature of our reality.”
Let me take this to a more ‘physical,’ less ‘philosophical’ playing field and describe what this means in terms of our neurobiology.
A popular subject in anatomy and physiology classes are the ‘homunculi’ that exist within our brains: we have a motor and a sensory representation of our body plain laid out across our cortices. These are a series of brain regions that control and integrate your movements and sensations into conscious awareness.

These maps show how much cortical area is devoted to sensing (on the left) and moving (on the right) particular parts of your body. For example, your face and lips take up a huge portion of real-estate in both the sensing and motion parts of the brain. On the other hand, your organs barely have space in the sensory side and are nowhere to be seen on the motor side…

However, the fibers that connect these representations to the actual, correlated body parts project almost entirely contralaterally. In other words, the left side of your brain controls the right side of your body and the right side of your brain controls the left side of your body.

The points at which nerve fibers from opposite hemispheres cross each other are called ‘decussations.’

 By itself this organization is not a problem. However, cortical hemispheres (the sides of your brain) are not created equally. The two brain regions that control the production (Broca’s) and comprehension (Wernicke’s) of written and spoken language are housed entirely on the left side of your brain!
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Wernicke’s area is highlighted bright green. Broca’s area is highlighted dark purple. The arrows show the flow of information processing across the surface of the cortex.

We communicate the complexities of our inner lives to other humans solely through language (this is untrue, but just pretend with me), which creates an asymmetry between the sides of our brains that forces the left to be dominant and the right to be submissive. We can see this projected and reflected outwards through the clear dominance of right-handedness in the population, the power of esoteric laws over artistic expression, the patriarchal organization of most human societies, monetary systems valuing numbers over ‘meaning’, etc. It entirely prevents us from describing subjective experience and feelings with language (for more information on this see Godel’s Incompleteness theorem).

But not all hope is lost. Balance is within our reach.

You may have noticed in the figure above that Broca’s area (language production center) is physically and functionally (arrows) associated with the motor cortex. In contrast, Wernicke’s area (language comprehension center) is physically and functionally (arrows) associated with the visual cortex. It is no coincidence that the visual system leads directly to understanding…
Your eyes send an almost equal number of projections straight back (ipsilaterally) as they do across (contralaterally).

Eyeballs are labeled “L” and “R”. The colors indicate portions of the optic nerve that collect information from the same visual field and, therefore, project to the same region of the brain.

Your eyes and the LGN (lateral geniculate nucleus) compose a system of sight. This system projects to the visual cortex at the back of your head. It is possible to lose the visual cortex but not the ‘sight system’. When this happens people report having absolutely no awareness of visual stimuli, but they are still capable of behaving as though they can see.  Similarly, it is possible to lose the sight system but not the vision system. When this happens people are entirely blind, but they have an awareness of their environment as if they could see!

The balance inherent in the visual system is extremely functional for restoring equality to the unstable relationship between the sides of our brain. While this is quite obvious physically (try drawing a straight line with your eyes closed), it is also true mentally.

As I’ve said in previous posts, integrating logic and emotion creates a mental space or a vision — a physical, true, alternate reality. We all fight with each other about who has the “truest” of these spaces. And most of us fight within ourselves about which of our spaces or visions will come to light. But when you find balance, when you eightstep me, it becomes clear that these spaces are not meant to clash with each other — they are all the same space. Consciousness is shared experience through vision. It is the creation of an interface between object and subject, inside and outside, me and you. But this separation should not distract us from the inherent Truth: there is no truth.

However, despite the illusory nature of boundaries we cannot escape them. Instead, we must learn to pass through the interface and occupy whichever side of infinity is required by the current environment. Superpowers arise from one simple maneuver: knowing me, then feeling me, then knowing me, then feeling me (my wonderful sister and left hand clarifies that for many this will read: feeling me, then knowing me, then feeling me, then knowing me). This process creates balance and vision; it provides structure and meaning; it allows you to move outward by moving inward; it produces an eightstep me who is capable of seeing things that cannot be seen and has the capacity to witness things that cannot be imagined.


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